Saturday, January 03, 2009
First of all a Very HappY NeW YeaR to all my friends....
2008 was a stressful and generally a not so good year for me. From the start of the year of Final Year Project to the end of graduation, i was already drained. 2008 has come to a perfect closing and now it's the beginning of the 2009 chapter. Fortunately after countless of sleepless nights and tossing around in bed i finally found ans to my question. I wanted to tell my friends abt it, tell them face to face. I am to blame cos i make them worried too, but if i found out that the ans is devastating i will not be able to have the courage to tell them. I actually found myself very silly having such symptom over this thing. I tired to change very very hard, but found it worst the more i tell myself to change it.
Today was a confusing day for me, i get very nervous when talk to her. haizz God bless me to relax relax bah...
(Hope to see you all soon....)
2008 was a stressful and generally a not so good year for me. From the start of the year of Final Year Project to the end of graduation, i was already drained. 2008 has come to a perfect closing and now it's the beginning of the 2009 chapter. Fortunately after countless of sleepless nights and tossing around in bed i finally found ans to my question. I wanted to tell my friends abt it, tell them face to face. I am to blame cos i make them worried too, but if i found out that the ans is devastating i will not be able to have the courage to tell them. I actually found myself very silly having such symptom over this thing. I tired to change very very hard, but found it worst the more i tell myself to change it.
Today was a confusing day for me, i get very nervous when talk to her. haizz God bless me to relax relax bah...
(Hope to see you all soon....)
what we could have been, Saturday, January 03, 2009.
