Wednesday, February 25, 2009
YES! Finally I am recognize.... {"You're so resourceful, I really appreciate it..." :) }
what we could have been, Wednesday, February 25, 2009.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Watched channel 5 show yesterday night (Lifewatch, every thursday 9pm). It is a programme that show real life healthcare situation (e.g.: emergency, plastic surgery, etc..) where they will show the audience the REAL thing, from OR (operating room) to real life pateient cases. There's a girl inside the show, she has got leukemia which require her to go for radiation to kill her bad red blood cell in her body after which she will den receive new blood cells through stem cord. Her family member are not a suitable match for her so the doctors use baby stem cord. It is a long process and she was very brave indeed! Haivng a positive attitude is a healthy way to battle from the diease. But sadly, she suffers from a bateria infection after 2 days and was warded into the ICU, she's so weak and that her immune system cant product enough white blood cell. Her younger brother are call in to donate white blood cell to her (doctor found out that although none of the family member are suitable to donate bone marrow to her but they found that her brother are suitable to donate white blood cells). After another 2 days she was out of the ICU but fate sometimes are too cruel! Doctors found that her lungs is bleeding and again she was warded into the ICU, it is also noted that her oxygen level are extremely low. Doctors tired all kind of medication on her from anitboitic to steriod, but none work on her. Her oxgyen level remian low. After flighting for 30 days, she passed away.
Life has no warning signs. It is extremely sad to see someone who is well enough from TV suffer from diesase and when you thought that she will be well again, seeing the doctors, nurses, family member, patient itself putting in so much afford to save the patiet's life but in the end the hope are dash. What is left in my head is WHY? Everyone says that when you put in afford to do something it will paid off. But it is not true all the time. You can't decide fate, only fate can decide your destiny!
Life has no warning signs. It is extremely sad to see someone who is well enough from TV suffer from diesase and when you thought that she will be well again, seeing the doctors, nurses, family member, patient itself putting in so much afford to save the patiet's life but in the end the hope are dash. What is left in my head is WHY? Everyone says that when you put in afford to do something it will paid off. But it is not true all the time. You can't decide fate, only fate can decide your destiny!
what we could have been, Friday, February 20, 2009.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Am soo looking forward to seeing this movie. Hope time pass faster :)
All About Steve
The Proposal
Ghost of Girlfriend Past
All About Steve
The Proposal
Ghost of Girlfriend Past
what we could have been, Wednesday, February 18, 2009.
what we could have been, Wednesday, February 18, 2009.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Couldn't really say much about how life sometimes can be so playful. Human begins are one hell of a complex science. We never know what the other party is thinking, except you or either of the party had known each other so well like me and ting (it's kind of scary hahah...). It is something that we don't really know, even like for people who are really really smart and capable. Someone whom i knew recently ask me something "Tell me what should i do when i see them, I'll listen do as what you tell me." I was dumbfound! Deep down in my mind i was so astonish that it make me feel shock actually! I was even blur for a couple of second! Sadly it didn't occur to me that i should tell her what to do or what i actually think in my mind. I simply said "hmmm... I don't know" only after a few seconds later. Sighs... I used to think that intelligent people should always have the answer to their question. Reason: They might have smarter brain than me". But recently i was dreadfully wrong. My point of view has change dramatically so much till today, as i am still discovering what else i have yet to see the change. Hopefully not too much of a shock, as i may take a few more couple of seconds to recover from sudden shock as i have a fragile mind and brain.
what we could have been, Tuesday, February 17, 2009.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
A video to share with all:
what we could have been, Thursday, February 12, 2009.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
It has been a month plus and so far so good, it has been okie. I'm getting less stress day by day, but this is just only the beginning. I would still have a long way to go, but what is more pleasing is that i'm getting less and less afraid of her and have always been reminding myself to answer her question like a friend (surprisingly it works! a few time liao).
Today her admin assistant didn't turn up and i replace her work and did her NCS, but she didn't do the EMG. EEG was easy but have to remember to leave 7 spaces!!! I used to think that someone so capable and strong like doesn't show her emotion easily, but today or i may say the last week she prove me wrong. I feel the sadness in her although she didn't tell me alot of the stuff and i saw something that i shouldn't have seen and it makes me realise that my boss is also a HUMAN!. She's both strong in the inside and out but emotional are one hard things to hide, but I know that she shed tears sometimes when we go out for lunch (don't think I'm stupid okie, i also know how to read minds but not as good as my friend ting! haha) and sometimes in between seeing patient, but she remind her professional attitude when seeing her patient and also towards us. An incredible and well respect lady in deed!
Today her admin assistant didn't turn up and i replace her work and did her NCS, but she didn't do the EMG. EEG was easy but have to remember to leave 7 spaces!!! I used to think that someone so capable and strong like doesn't show her emotion easily, but today or i may say the last week she prove me wrong. I feel the sadness in her although she didn't tell me alot of the stuff and i saw something that i shouldn't have seen and it makes me realise that my boss is also a HUMAN!. She's both strong in the inside and out but emotional are one hard things to hide, but I know that she shed tears sometimes when we go out for lunch (don't think I'm stupid okie, i also know how to read minds but not as good as my friend ting! haha) and sometimes in between seeing patient, but she remind her professional attitude when seeing her patient and also towards us. An incredible and well respect lady in deed!
what we could have been, Wednesday, February 04, 2009.
