It has been a month plus and so far so good, it has been okie. I'm getting less stress day by day, but this is just only the beginning. I would still have a long way to go, but what is more pleasing is that i'm getting less and less afraid of her and have always been reminding myself to answer her question like a friend (surprisingly it works! a few time liao).
Today her admin assistant didn't turn up and i replace her work and did her NCS, but she didn't do the EMG. EEG was easy but have to remember to leave 7 spaces!!! I used to think that someone so capable and strong like doesn't show her emotion easily, but today or i may say the last week she prove me wrong. I feel the sadness in her although she didn't tell me alot of the stuff and i saw something that i shouldn't have seen and it makes me realise that my boss is also a HUMAN!. She's both strong in the inside and out but emotional are one hard things to hide, but I know that she shed tears sometimes when we go out for lunch (don't think I'm stupid okie, i also know how to read minds but not as good as my friend ting! haha) and sometimes in between seeing patient, but she remind her professional attitude when seeing her patient and also towards us. An incredible and well respect lady in deed!
what we could have been, Wednesday, February 04, 2009.