Wednesday, March 18, 2009
When people long for something they want since forever. All it takes is a little situation and it can change huge things! I have always had this feeling that after my P6 journey change, it changes my personally and character away too. It has it's pros and cons, i must say. What i have always been looking forward too suddenly drop to the ground. The old me would be very determine to crave out a way i wanted and would benefit the "situations". But i no longer is the same person. Under the force of circumstances the new me had no choice at all but to be submissive. Generally speaking i'm literally distressing and heartrending. Never thought that things be turn out the way i would not want. Sacrificing indeed need a lot of courage. I still can't believe how i and why i handle the "situation" not according to what i want. I will never be happy for it. As it is not me at all. :'(
what we could have been, Wednesday, March 18, 2009.
